November 2011
2 posts
April 2011
3 posts
January 2011
1 post
:))
havent been on here in a long ass time!
November 2010
3 posts
(:
“Ridingg round the cityy with my hood up & my windowss downn … “
Todays veryy pretty <3
August 2010
1 post
& your a prime example as to why I have the type of mentality I do.
July 2010
3 posts
i swearrr ,,,
„„i hate people ! yeah , that sounds pretty crazy but idc ! people piss me off , especially the ones that say “ill always be there” , but then they’re gone as soon as things dont go their way ! ugh , nd people that get mad for no reason every 5 fucking minutes ! im just going off right now „„ ive just really learned to ultimately not...
“Art is the perception and depiction of the sublime,
the transcendent, the...”
– Ken Wilber (from The Tao of Photography) (via crashinglybeautiful)
June 2010
1 post
havent been on here in a while.....
kind of want to kill someone right now , ppl drive me crazy !
April 2010
1 post
i swear....
fuck people ! who needs em ?! all i need is a select few nd ill be gooddd !
February 2010
19 posts
actually....
….happy right now , for once. I cant believe all of this fcking snow though ! maybe tha world is ending at a faster rate then i thought! hmmm lls. i need sexxx ! :)
…want to be somewhere else , don’t even understand why I’m feeling like this , i want to punch something , destroy something , kill somebody , something…
nobody sees that...
…when i get hurt , the past is always right there in my eyes…its as if its happening all over again , the littlest things bring it back , i could get a paper cut that stings like fuck , and be depressed all day because that paper cut makes me think of when i used to hurt…
ugh...
…i hate this….
where i wanna be...
…I wish there was someplace that I could go to escape this Hell that I am currently living in. Everything is so complicated. I wish I lived on a deserted island with beautiful, exotic plants and all my favorite animals on it , with everything I needed to survive…that would be the life…everything would be perfect for me. Oh , and there always has to be sun , no clouds , only some rain , but...
The Times I Miss...
The first time I laid eyes on Tavon , I thought for sure he was the one for me….I guess I kind of picked him , out, like at the grocery store when you’re trying to find the perfectly, ripened tomato, that’s what Tavon was to me, that perfectly, ripened tomato. His smile was the prettiest, he had the clearest skin I’ve ever laid eyes on, and he was perfect in so many ways. We were talking for about...
i feel...
…trapped.
so...
…my night is awesome right now. This boy that im talking to,asked me to senior prom a couple hours ago , im so happy. he made my day! :)
hes the most amazing person ever! <3 , he always tells me how pretty i am , we talk about anything and everything , we sit on the phone allday , well that is until his ass falls asleep, when we’re together…the laughs never end , hes just...
my sister...
…is the most annoying , ugly , clown ass , attention-craving, bitch !!!!!!! :)
yeah just run away from everything ,
….just like i wanna run when i have a nightmare about my father molesting me , or when my mother says she cant deal with me anymore , or when everyone tells me “its” my fault , or when im alone and need somebody’s shoulder to cry on , yeah , just go right ahead ,
school...
was good today , for once….
fuck...
I just hate life , seems like nothing will ever go right , everytime i think something good is going to happen , something bad always happens to reverse the good thing tht may happen , i hate life !
Whats the point anymore ? Im sorry for being so pessimistic but this is actually how i feel , so many things have influenced this opinion i have of life , i wish these feelings would go away...
i wish....
…that the possibilities were endless , and that i was good enough ,
blahhhh
ugh , everythingg is so overwhelmingggg , wheres the narcoticssss?!